You Didn`t Want Me
Wow.
See, honestly I thought I would never be in a revenge kind of mood.
And honestly, I am not and never was.
But if I hear a song that is saying exactly what I wanted to say to you so many fuckin’ times, right from the beginning to the end, then I guess we both have to take the pain and have to go through it.
Buy that song, sit back and relax. It was made for us.
You Didn`t Want Me
This is why I’m alone tonight
This is why I’ve got no appetite
For fighting and biting.
For lying and sniping
For talking of one thing,
And doing another
Blaming each otherI never thought I’d sacrifice this much for you
I never meant to jeopardise my fun for youBecause you didn’t want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn’t love me
You were too far above me
Then you watched me take the fallHere is why I now contemplate
Here is why I should celebrate
No more hurting and using.
The spitting and bruising
Breaking a promise,
Saying I’m sorry
Pretending to worryI never thought I’d have to take this much from you
I wish I’d never used this precious time on youBecause you didn’t want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn’t love me
You were too far above me
Then you watched me take the fall
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p0yntz said,
June 21, 2008 @ 09.17
Best friends have antennas much more sensible than you expect… hey, equinox, remember the email you sent when I posted this and comments were closed?
You asked me, if everything was ok with my relationship or if we split up or stuff like that.
And I answered, that this is just for the than gone girl friend - but now it works for both relationships, somehow…
No more hurting and bruising… mesh now playing at full volume!
(comments are open now, even if with a slight delay of more than a year…)
equinox said,
June 23, 2008 @ 15.41
yeah, you’re right, absolutely! i remember that day when you posted this and all of a sudden i was really worried about you.
i digged my crate for a special song that i had in mind which somehow fits your restlesness and your inner will to change some things. you do things differently, but if i were in your situation (god forbid!) i would hit the road and leave things behind, not only in a figurative sense. very obviously you started that in many many ways. i noticed a LOT of changes going on in your life right now and i am more than confident that these drastic changes will lead you to contentment.
antennas are used for transmission and reception. i will follow you on your way! you can bet!
p0yntz said,
June 24, 2008 @ 15.27
Thank you so much… tears ran down my face when I read you reply and listend to the music… I will keep this song in my heart. First time in my live a song was selected just for me… feels great.
Far better than mesh… we need to keep the positive spirit up, can’t afford to feel down!